1.War Paint
Well I lost the title, I'm gonna float away
Sad to think I'll always understand
Why you make friends with enemies
You swore you'll win the lottery
I really hope it pays
Everything you wanted with your mother
By that place you always said you would
Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don't mind waking up alone
As long as you're okay
As you're okay
I really lost a lot of things
I can barely speak and I'm hardly sober
Taking memories and wiping that slate clean
I was trying to get it out and somehow,
Right now I'm still standing here
Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don't mind waking up alone
As long as you still feed that dream
Of moving out to angel city
No, no one's stopping you
Nothing's holding you back honestly
'Cause I still care
Are you lying on your back, are you lying?
Are you settling again
Well, I'm not silent
It's not about the way we cut clean
We both said a lot
And even though we both may not speak
You're the song I wrote that I'll always love
And I will always know
And I will never take our time for granted, honestly so
And even when we're grown, take everything we own
And try to put all the pictures back inside your memory so
I lost you
Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don't mind waking up alone
As long as you still feed that dream
Of moving out to angel city
No, no one's stopping you
Nothing's holding you back honestly
Oh, 'Cause I still care
Not while I still care
2.Work In Progress
Tell them all that I'm a work in progress
Pour it out and I will stay out of the way
Feel it out for what it's worth I'm harmless
Cut me down and I will leave with what I take
I'm not saving you for myself
I wanna see you and I wanna say
You're what's keeping me warm
You're what's keeping me safe
Take my hands and keep them busy again
For I think I'm losing my hope, release has come
I keep a lot of problems in my head sometimes
And I keep on forgetting
So take my hands and keep them busy again
Save me a place inside the quiet
I don't hate 'cause I see it in everyone around
And lately I've been losing truth
Faith I have been losing too
Save me a place inside the quiet
I don't hate 'cause I see it in everyone around
And lately I've been losing truth
Faith I have been losing too
Take it out on all your constant losses
Know it's only just a miracle to face
Even death can bring a man to life
When he sits right up and still nothing tastes the same
Save me a place inside the quiet
I don't hate 'cause I see it in everyone around
And lately I've been losing truth
Faith I have been losing too
Save me a place inside the quiet
I don't hate 'cause I see it in everyone around
And lately I've been losing truth
Faith I have been losing too
Take my hands and keep them busy again
For I think I'm losing my hope, release has come
I keep a lot of problems in my head sometimes
And I keep on forgetting
So take my hands and keep them busy again
Take, take my hands
Busy again, busy again
Keep on forgetting
3.No One's Gonna Need You More
I told you, 'Life's not fair, at least wait awhile.
It's not as easy and fun.' ????
I watched you sink right in a bottle of wine.
It must've seemed like I could die.
And I was fine and then turned down all the lights
and I could barely stand.
Coloring the lines with my proper hand.
Let me push away. ????
And I'll hold out waiting here for you.
and drown our words out.
I couldn't make it passed those eyes.
I think I feel it like a wind. ???
Sometimes, I wish we'd try to begin.
No one's gonna need you more.
I've got mine. Moving cross the country
I lost track of time.
Trying to make a name for myself.
'Cause every lonely heart can use an honest song
to sing along to.
The house (?) I've been dying to make
and the gold that God didn't take.
I'll hold out waiting here for you.
and drown our words out.
I couldn't make it passed those eyes.
I think I feel it like a wind.
Sometimes, I wish we'd try to begin
No one's gonna need you more..
No one's gonna need..
Fine, I try, but we're falling back to sin
Those nights you were keeping me in skin
No one's gonna need you more
No one's gonna need you
I hope you listen, I need forgiveness
And we both can't deal with it all
And I know, either way I will reach you
Either way I was wrong
If not for this end, we'd both wishing
I was right there with you at all.
And I know either way I am see-through
Either way I'm not strong
I was staring out to things I don't want to face
I need back inside your veins, and I was dying out
4.Siren
Well I lost the title, I'm gonna float away
Sad to think I'll always understand
Why you make friends with enemies
You swore you'll win the lottery
I really hope it pays
Everything you wanted with your mother
By that place you always said you would
Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don't mind waking up alone
As long as you're okay
As you're okay
I really lost a lot of things
I can barely speak and I'm hardly sober
Taking memories and wiping that slate clean
I was trying to get it out and somehow,
Right now I'm still standing here
Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don't mind waking up alone
As long as you still feed that dream
Of moving out to angel city
No, no one's stopping you
Nothing's holding you back honestly
'Cause I still care
Are you lying on your back, are you lying?
Are you settling again
Well, I'm not silent
It's not about the way we cut clean
We both said a lot
And even though we both may not speak
You're the song I wrote that I'll always love
And I will always know
And I will never take our time for granted, honestly so
And even when we're grown, take everything we own
And try to put all the pictures back inside your memory so
I lost you
Through the rain
In the morning I see may
The seasons starting over
I don't mind waking up alone
As long as you still feed that dream
Of moving out to angel city
No, no one's stopping you
Nothing's holding you back honestly
Oh, 'Cause I still care
Not while I still care
5.Everyone Left
I've seen my words carved
In the arms of a stranger as they let me know
They watched their love die
But picked it up later when they found that rope
Some say you need to bleed to believe in hurt
Some say you have to scar to belong to her
I'll live alone and find my peace
I will slip into a coma
Found somewhere north of Florida
But just south of Tennessee
'Cause the sun I finally reached it
Give me reason to move on now
But there's something in this heart I lost
Somehow
I'll set it down for you
I wouldn't lie to you, now would I
I built that road from the beginning with my hands
When you decided to take it
What did you take from it?
Was it worth the heart involved
The obstacles, the chemicals
I need to know what you're trying to see
I'll live alone and find my peace
I will slip into a coma
Found somewhere north of Florida
But just south of Tennessee
'Cause the sun I finally reached it
Give me reason to move on now
But there's something in this heart I lost
Somehow
Are they slipping through
All those messages I sent
I will cart across to every single city and their states
When you hardly have a heart
But you need it just to break
When I haven't let my guard down
Just give my time to think
Well does it start to murmur?
It just needs some time to breathe
And in the light of murder
What if it carried me
Just to find that water
(I found the patterns release in me)
Just to find that water
(I found the patterns release in me)
Can I find that water?
(I found the patterns release in me)
Can I find that water?
(I found the patterns release in me)
I'll live alone and find my peace
I will slip into a coma
Found somewhere north of Florida
But just south of Tennessee
'Cause the sun I finally reached it
Give me reason to move on now
But there's something in this heart I lost
Somehow
I'll live alone and find my peace
I will slip into a coma
Found somewhere north of Florida
But just south of Tennessee
'Cause the sun I finally reached it
Give me reason to move on now
But there's something in this heart I lost
Somehow
6.Miscommunication
Are you serious? She said
I never should have let you in my head
Who the hell do you think that you are?
I see you climbing over innocent hearts.
I'll say exactly what I feel; I'm not impressed at all
You really want to know just what I think?
You're lost.
I'm tired of always being second best.
Get out, and find that pseudo comfort
Somewhere else.
We fall to miscommunication
And in that moment I might die
I'll let you go; if you really mean it
All this time, but you didn't know
I felt misleaded in my mind
We'll take it slow
Leave all the people to their lives and find our home
I was tearing at the threads that you are
And it never seemed to get me too far 'til now
I'm not impressed at all
You really want to know just what I think?
You're lost.
I'm tired of always being second best.
Get out, and find that pseudo comfort
Somewhere else.
We fall to miscommunication
And in that moment I might die
I'll let you go; if you really mean it
All this time, but you didn't know
I felt misleaded in my mind
We'll take it slow
Leave all the people to their lives and find our home
She said, I'm tired of always being second best,
Since everything this year has been a mess
Half my family's gone for good so here I sit
I need a comfort in a boy that takes my hits
Do you remember when we met? We were alone
It was middle of the night outside my home.
We stayed up late just for the start of something new
I can't believe your distance left us.
We fall to miscommunication
And in that moment I might die
I'll let you go; if you really mean it
All this time, but you didn't know
I felt misleaded in my mind
We'll take it slow
Leave all the people to their lives and find our home
We fall to miscommunication
And in that moment I might die
I'll let you go; if you really mean it
All this time, but you didn't know
I felt misleaded in my mind
We'll take it slow
Leave all the people to their lives and find our home
7.I Should Leave Right Now
You should know by now
What I was doing all by myself
The time has worn us out
I have lost my wind, roll the windows down
Find me some comfort
Leave me alone
The one at the bottom
I see, there's nothing I wonder
I see through the holes in us
And I am kneeling distraught
I will always feel there's something gone
I'm belittled but I find it wrong
I saw breaking day and I,
Saw the current state of us
I should leave right now
No one is keeping me on this ground
Move out to somewhere south
Where the weather is warm
And I feel less doubt
Maybe I'm running
From what I know
Something is different
I need a new place to wander
I'm leaving to grow for now
And I am kneeling distraught
I will always feel there's something gone
I'm belittled but I find it wrong
I saw breaking day and I,
Saw the current state of us
Well I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I'll find out who I really am
It takes some time but maybe that's okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I've been through
I'll take my chances to live again
It's all to move on
To the seas if they will take you home
It's a journey just to find your own
It will take your hate
When you find that place
Well I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I'll find out who I really am
It takes some time but maybe that's okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I've been through
I'll take my chances to live again
8.Parachute
Take the reigns again
It was a pleasure to finally fall asleep without a stir
Out there with tons of burns
I get a lost sensation
Sent through my brain and hands
I know I better escape that part of me
Before I learn I can't stand the counter turn
It's still a nerve I can't figure out
I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself
Yeah, it took some time, but at least I'm clear out of hell
I feel it coming on
I parachute alone
I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in
I'm blind, but I'm still leading
I'm finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us
A strong sleep to sedatives
I fear I firmly hide from it all now to quell the burn
I won't take the sound I heard
I'm going to find my own way to drown
I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself
Yeah, it took some time, but at least I'm clear out of hell
I feel it coming on
I parachute alone
I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in
I'm blind, but I'm still leading
I'm finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us
Hold my hands out like I'm starting to break
I'm seeing now what I'm doing to the people around me
I'm not supposed to care this much
And I ask myself; yeah, who am I?
Well, to anything, have I lost my health?
I still harbor all my anger
I've been staring at the color in my veins
How they stay
How I still feel I'm tired, but awake
And somewhere out there there is someone thinking of what I
haven't gave them yet
And feeling that I can't in my disarray
I parachute alone
I'm a life that's not worth saving
It's apparent I won't slow down yet
I take control of that feeling you don't care to believe in
I'm blind, but I'm still leading
I'm finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us
9.In My Room
I ought to sink into places I find that I don't know
Remember my old shoes, some spaces were made to be outgrown
And if I fill up that table in my head
I think I'll find all of the countless ways I could make up for
lost time
Made to be a better thing picking up the parts
It's a long, long ways away
But I used to be a little bit hard to carry on
I had to be out of the way
But I still believe in everything
Even in my flaws they're a problem I can take
But I tried to be a better thing
But it's taking me a lot recovering all my strength
In my room there's a storm that will calm when I'm through
Find my ways between lines that I drew
These are my thoughts in a long form
And I have the mindset to deconstruct you
Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew
I take the worst I can find and consume
This is the dark but it feels warm
And I try my best to see right through you
I remember none of it taking to my thoughts
It's a solid, I'll escape
Stable for a little bit only to belong
But belonging gets so fake
I'll slip into another place laying on the lawn
Though this time feeling gray
I tried to live a better way, tell me where I'm from
Settled in my daze
In my room there's a storm that will calm when I'm through
Find my ways between lines that I drew
These are my thoughts in a long form
And I have the mindset to deconstruct you
Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew
I take the worst I can find and consume
This is the dark but it feels warm
And I try my best to see right through you
In my room there's a storm that will calm when I'm through
Find my ways between lines that I drew
These are my thoughts in a long form
And I have the mindset to deconstruct you
Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew
I take the worst I can find and consume
This is the dark but it feels warm
And I try my best to see right through you
In my room there's a storm that will calm when I'm through
Find my ways between lines that I drew
These are my thoughts in a long form
And I have the mindset to deconstruct you
Filled with the clouds in my eyes that I knew
I take the worst I can find and consume
This is the dark but it feels warm
And I try my best to see right through you
10.Waves
I'll take my time and move on from all of this
It's all about the rolling waves
You leave me cold
I'm wandering and positive
So what if I don't want to wait
They're not tying me off right now
And though it doesn't make sense
I lost all feeling inside my mouth
And I can't handle my hands
You cover the ground
To everyone else it seems like nothing is sound
But tell you just how far you'll run
So, keep on looking up
You'll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way
It's a sentiment you'll never get used to
And I don't want to hear it
I've seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought
And maybe it's enough to move us on
From where we started off
You cough up blood, but stand up to anyone
But never do it out of rage
Just build your home and surround it with everyone
Who always seem to feel your pain
If I'm finally at my doubts
I take a look at my friends
Don't make a ceiling inside your clouds
Just let them grow with your plans
And that's the way it ought to stay
You'll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way
It's a sentiment you'll never get used to
And I don't want to hear it
I've seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought
And maybe it's enough to move us on
From where we started off
I see the side of things that won't show up
I'm not involved in that
I see that art is making something loud
When it's silent out I yell
And this is in my head
I don't need a writer to tell me how I breathe
This is the war to end all wars
Cause some say...
You'll find the courage to paint a world that burns like Hell
Not for allure, but mostly for yourself
Cause you needed escape in a dark kind of way
It's a sentiment you'll never get used to
And I don't want to hear it
I've seen soul in the nerves of every feeling you fought
And maybe it's enough to move us on
From where we started off
11.Good Things
I'm safe
And who ever thought that I was difficult
My nerves start to feel so frayed
I'll try to turn things around but instead I'll say
'Why do I feel so invisible
Good things will come my way'
I'll try to turn things around
And I wait
'Till the day
When I stop making big mistakes
And the clouds
They roll out of this whole damn state
I believe in a place
That I want to go
Honesty will leave me feeling livable
Once I change
Now that I've found some time
All the pain won't bother me
I've wanted to find
Why my head keeps filtering
Irate
Caught in the worst storm inside of me
Words start to feel misplaced
You can change what you want with your pen
I pray as things start to feel
Much more possible
This time, I'll know what to say
You can live how you want in these days
When the way that you talk
Makes up history
It's important to know
Why you clench your teeth
I'll flee
To a place that I wanna go
With a shift in a sound that is physical
Know I'll change
Now that I've found some time
All the pain won't bother me
I've wanted to find
Why my head keeps filtering
That hole in my life
And how it stayed inside my limbs
Must have been caught up in my skin
Now I've relied on that I've changed
Now that I've found some time
All the pain won't bother me
I've wanted to find
Why my head keeps filtering
That hole in my life, I just want it to die
It must have stayed inside of my limbs
Must have been caught up in my skin
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